There has been extreme opposition this week for me and for many.  These coming months ahead of us, many are about to birth dreams that they have been carrying.  But the enemy is RAPING people and implanting his killer seed in them to prevent what God wants to birth in them.

I am sorry to use the word Rape I hate that word but that is what God is showing me.¬† I had multiple dreams this week of seeing many people being RAPED by Satan.¬† RAPE is an outrageous violation.¬† It’s unlawful sexual activity and intercourse carried out forcibly or under threat of injury against a person’s will.¬† It’s an act of robbing, despoiling or carrying away a person by force.¬† As Satan was RAPING people he was taking them by force violently robbing them and depositing his killer seeds in people without their consent.

These killer seeds were killing the seeds that God placed within you that you are now trying to birth.  These seeds that God has planted within you loving and gently are special, they are heavenly and IMPORTANT!  These are MIGHTY SEEDS that God has placed within you.

It is important that we STAND UP and FIGHT!¬† Don’t just sit there and take the RAPE.¬† You say NO to him!¬† He is NOT allowed to touch you in JESUS NAME!¬† There is POWER IN THE NAME OF JESUS SO USE IT!!

These MIGHTY SEEDS that were planted in us by God are almost full term.  We are getting ready to birth them.  These MIGHTY SEEDS are the NEW that will enter this year.  These MIGHTY SEEDS will lead you into your Calling and Destiny.  It is extremely IMPORTANT to protect your MIGHTY SEEDS for they will do MIGHTY things in your life.  You will see them open up if you protect them.  When the enemy RAPES he is trying to abort these MIGHTY SEEDS from within you.  Stay in prayer and FIGHT BACK.

I was hesitant about sharing what I am going to share with you but the Lord put it on my heart to share it and through me sharing it will break the chain that has been holding me down once and for all.  By me sharing this it will help many others who read it.  I am not alone.  This is my blog and My Story.  I have always kept this a secret except for a few that I told who are close to me and I trust completely.  Well here goes I was raped when I was 13 years old.  Wrong place at the wrong time.  For so many years I felt ashamed, sad, angry, dirty and terrible about myself.  I felt like God was disgusted in me.  I felt like it was my fault and that it should be kept silent.  

I had wonderful people in my life that prayed over me and I’m thankful for that.¬† As I started to have these dreams this week of Satan raping many people men and women, my past started creeping in again.¬† The enemy wanted me to feel ashamed, unworthy and fearful again.¬† So I write this with tears rolling down my cheeks I did nothing wrong.¬† It was never my fault.¬† I am clean because the Blood of Jesus washed away the dirty and terrible.¬† I am beautiful and loved by God my daddy who makes me strong.¬† I have forgiven and I am not ashamed to share My Story.¬† I thank God for pushing me.¬† As I have shared this I see that thick dirty chain that was holding me down is now BROKEN OFF ME!!¬† I am FREE!!

I am CLEAN, he has washed me.  I am not dirty or used up.  He worked on me piece by piece.  God created me and he is the only one who can defend me.  He loves me and I matter to him!

” You formed my innermost being, shaping my delicate inside and my intricate outside, and wove them all together in my mother’s womb.¬† I thank you, God, for making me so mysteriously complex!¬† Everything you do is marvelously breathtaking.¬† It simply amazes me to think about it!¬† How thoroughly you know me, Lord!¬† You even formed every bone in my body when you created me in the secret place, carefully, skillfully shaping me from nothing to something.¬† You saw who you created me to be before I became me! ¬† Before I’d ever seen the light of days you planned for me were already recorded in your book.¬† Every single moment you are thinking of me!” Psalm 139:13-16(TPT)

Healing happens when we bring the dark parts of our past into the light.¬† I closed my eyes and handed God the broken pieces of my puzzle(life).¬† The broken pieces turned into ONE NEW puzzle that wasn’t broken or torn apart.¬† I was WHOLE.¬† Many reading this have been raped maybe not sexually but the enemy could have raped you financially, mentally and physically.¬† When the Lord’s identity is formed within you the confusion of the old life passes away.¬† Be ready to let go and soar!!

“But I will restore you to health and heal your wounds; decalres the Lord”. Jeremiah 30:17

My point is nobody deserves to be raped by another person or the enemy.¬† Stand your ground and FIGHT for what is RIGHT.¬† Protect your MIGHTY SEEDS that God has placed within you as you are about to birth them very soon.¬† Satan is trying his hardest to abort your MIGHTY SEEDS.¬† You need to try your hardest to stay in prayer and speak the truth of God’s word in and over your life.¬† Protect what he has given you. Listen to Clean by Natalie Grant it has helped me and I sing it all the time.


All week I have been seeing cute ELEPHANTS everywhere I go and I had a dream about them as well.  We need to be MIGHTY ONES(ELEPHANTS) to protect these MIGHTY SEEDS within us.

ELEPHANTS are strong but yet gentle with big ears.¬† We need to be STRONG and FIGHT against the enemy.¬† By you being STRONG like an ELEPHANT your predators flee and your MIGHTY SEEDS remain protected.¬† As you protect your MIGHTY SEEDS you are GENTLE with them and nurture them to birth and grow.¬† You have big ears like an ELEPHANT.¬† You can hear the words of those who try to oppress you but you will hear God’s voice much louder and clearer.¬† One of the biggest threats to ELEPHANTS are the Ivory trade and habitat destruction.¬† ELEPHANTS have to protect their Ivory from the evil ones.¬† We have to protect our MIGHTY SEEDS from the enemy.¬† What belongs to us should stay with us.¬† So God is calling you to be a MIGHTY ONE(ELEPHANT)!

I pray for you today and I ask the Lord to strengthen you and heal you from things of the past and to protect your MIGHTY SEEDS so you will rise and walk into your destiny.  Thank you for listening to My Story.

Love and Blessings,





The Lord is going to be releasing a new power and anointing that will break open the way at the WATERWHEEL.  A WATERWHEEL is an ancient device that uses flowing water to create power.  There are paddles mounted around the wheel and the force of the water moves the paddles.  WATERWHEELS were most often used to power different types of mills.  A WATERWHEEL and mill combination is called a watermill.  A watermill is an engine that uses a WATERWHEEL to drive a mechanical process such as flour or lumber production or metal sharpening.  The energy can create milling, rolling or hammering.  Watermills use kinetic energy from moving bodies of water usually rivers and streams in order to generate electricity.  These WATERWHEELS help and service many.

The Lord showed me a WATERWHEEL.¬† People represent this WATERWHEEL.¬† The water was the Lord’s LIVING WATER.

“Then on the most important day of the feast, the last day, Jesus stood and shouted out to the crowds-“All you thirsty ones come to me! Come to me and drink! Believe in me so that rivers of living water will burst out from within you, flowing from your innermost being, just like the Scripture says!” John 7:37-38(TPT)

As he poured the LIVING WATER on the WATERWHEEL(US) we produced beautiful energy that help and service many.¬† We accepted and received the LIVING WATER.¬† I then saw some people fighting with the water being poured on the WATERWHEEL(THEM).¬† People were trying to take things into their own hands.¬† Without the LIVING WATER the WATERWHEEL wouldn’t turn.¬† It was getting stuck and clogged up.¬† It was out of alignment and needed to be re-directed.

When our WATERWHEEL churns with the Lord’s energy we help so many others like your spouse, children, family and friends.¬† When our WATERWHEEL gets clogged with hurtful words, criticism, bitterness and lies we are of no service to the people in our lives.

As this WATERWHEEL kept trying to rotate there was so much distraction going on.¬† All these evil whispers going through their heads.¬† These evil whispers were making them focus on only the bad things in their life.¬† They were listening to the enemy’s whisper in their ears more than listening to the Lord’s whisper.¬† The enemy was twisting all the words and whispers around.¬† These twisting whispers were all lies!¬† As the twisting whispers got into the minds of the people the WATERWHEEL completely stopped.¬† The WATERWHEEL was twisted.

I then saw the Lord’s MIGHTY POWER.¬† He sent a MIGHTY STRONG rush of water that was roaring.¬† I saw Niagara Falls.¬† If you have ever been to Niagara Falls you can almost hear the water roaring with such power.¬† These strong beautiful waterfalls were so powerful.¬† The powerful rush of water slammed into the WATERWHEEL and unclogged it.¬† It started to freely move very quickly.¬† The feeling of being free and healed.

The WATERWHEEL can’t run without the water and either can we.¬† Everyone is capable of hearing God, but you have to take the time to listen.¬† He speaks to all of us in special ways.¬† When you spend time with him and receive his living water you will hear the Lords whispers over the enemy’s whispers.

When his living water is poured on your WATERWHEEL it gets re-aligned and untwisted.  You get refreshed and healed.  As I saw this powerful rush of water from Niagara Falls it was breaking things forcefully and bringing break through.  This forceful water was re-directing many.  The water was changing direction and changing course.

Niagara Falls is in the United States and also in Canada.¬† I watched this water flow through cities then nations.¬† It was very powerful.¬† This¬† re-direction of water will re-direct many in different areas of their lives.¬† So if the Lord wants to re-direct you into something that’s different, go after it and don’t let fear whisper in your ear to stop you.


It’s important to SIFT flour when baking.¬† SIFTED flour is much lighter than unsifted flour.¬† It’s easier to mix with other ingredients.¬† SIFTING is a process that breaks up any lumps in the flour and aerates it at the same time.¬† Before commercial flour, SIFTING flour was necessary to separate out things like bugs or husk of corn seeds.

I remember growing up helping my mom in the kitchen and we would SIFT the flour in this old metal sifter.¬† I know in my previous posts I said my dad makes the BEST chicken noodle soup EVER!¬† But, my mom is the BEST BAKER EVER!¬† Everything she bakes is delicious and is made with LOVE that’s why it tastes so good.

This past Christmas my mom broke her knee so she wasn’t able to make all of her delicious Christmas cookies.¬† Then to my surprise she ended up pushing through and making her famous cut out cookies and my dad did the sprinkles. They were eaten up so fast by her kids and grandkids.¬† My parents are so cute and work so well together.¬† They are a great example to show people how to make a marriage work.¬† Even though she went through the shaking and sifting she never listened to the enemies whispers.¬† She pushed through and God gave her so many restful and peaceful moments with him during her healing that she really needed.¬† My dad helped her and was by her side every minute, and in my eyes it just makes their marriage even stronger.

As we are being SIFTED it removes the unwanted debris in our lives.¬† It makes us much lighter and free.¬† We sometimes have many lumps in our life that need to be SIFTED.¬† Some of us like to hold on to things of the past and its clogging up your flour.¬† It’s too heavy.¬† You can’t make a good cake with heavy lumpy flour.¬† Let go of the past and let God allow you to go through the SIFTING.¬† As you get SIFTED you get SHIFTED.¬† You will be SHIFTED and re-directed in your future moving forward.

When we think of SIFTING we think of flour, but Jesus spoke of sifting and he was referring to a violent action used to separate the grain from the stalk and the chaff.¬† Using a machine in today’s wheat fields, it tore the wheat apart, separating the valuable portion from the worthless portion.

Do you feel like you have been SIFTED?  Do you have hardships and unanswered prayers?  Do you feel loneliness and rejection and wonder if God has forgotten about you?  Do you feel like your heart is being ripped like the wheat?  During a SIFTING process we can become so consumed with our own pain and problems that we forget about everyone else.  There are others suffering who need encouragement.

“Peter, my dear friend, listen to what I’m about to tell you.¬† Satan has demanded to come and sift you like wheat and test your faith.¬† But I have prayed for you, Peter, that you would stay faithful to me no matter what comes.¬† Remember this: after you have turned back to me and have been restored, make it your life mission to strengthen the faith of your brothers.” Luke 22:31-32(TPT)

If God allows us to be SIFTED it prepares us and strengthens us for our purpose.  Will be ready for what God is calling us to do.  As we get strengthened we can help strengthen others.  Satan wants to destroy our faith but Jesus wants to build our faith.

“And then, after your brief suffering, the God of all loving grace, who has called you to share in his eternal glory in Christ, will personally and powerfully restore you and make you stronger than ever.¬† Yes, he will set you firmly in place and build you up.¬† And he has all the power needed to do this-forever! Amen.” 1 Peter 5:10-11(TPT)


The Lord showed me FALSIE eyelashes.¬† These FALSIES are on some people who are full of themselves and full of pride.¬† These FALSIE eyelashes are getting in the way of their eye sight.¬† I just want to say I have nothing against FALSIE eyelashes in real life.¬† I think they are beautiful and make women’s eyes just POP!¬† But in this case what the Lord showed me they gotta go.

There are some FALSIE prophets.¬† They are not seeing and saying what the Lord is showing them.¬† They can’t see through the FALSIE eyelashes.¬† In my dream I saw as they were speaking to people and saying it was from God, they were actually pushing people away from God.¬† It was very sad.¬† They were giving these people false hope.

Don’t listen and believe everything you hear from certain people.¬† If you’re getting advice or reading something ask God to lead you.¬† Everyone can hear God but you have to make the time.¬† He will give you wisdom , discernment and truth about what to listen to and what not to listen to.¬† Some of these FALSIES want all the glory and power and the spot light on them.¬† When really it should be on God.¬† God should get all the glory and we should only listen to him and tell his whispers.

When God instructs you to do something you must do it, don’t allow these FALSIES to move you backwards because you will miss what he has planned for you and your life.¬† The Lord emphasized to me that he is looking for those humble ones who just LOVE spending time with him.¬† He is looking for those who will lean into him and listen to his heart.¬† He doesn’t want to beg you for your time.¬† He is looking for the quiet ones who want to soak in his presence.¬† The ones who are not looking to be in the spot light.¬† He will choose these people to release his whispers so that the focus and glory is all about HIM!!

“My hand will be against the prophets who see false visions and utter lying divinations.¬† They will not belong to the council of my people or be listed in the records of Israel, nor will they enter the land of Israel.¬† Then you will know that I am the Sovereign Lord. Ezekiel 13:9(NIV)

“This is what the Lord Almighty says: “DO not listen to what the prophets are prophesying to you; they fill you with false hopes.¬† They speak visions from their own minds, not from the mouth of the Lord.” Jeremiah 23:16

Love and Blessings.




The Lord is waging WAR on the enemy.  I have family members that served in war.  My grandfather Leonard Pokorski AKA Papa Porky served in World War 2 and my father Jerry Tatko served in Vietnam.  It is difficult for the people serving in a war and its difficult for their loved ones at home.  War does things to your mind and your heart that you will never forget about.  Nobody really knows what its like unless they have been in a war and experienced it.

My grandfather was in World War 2 and stormed the Normandy beach on D-Day and he survived.¬† There were many men killed that day.¬† I remember growing up seeing pictures and listening to some of the stories my dad told me about Vietnam.¬† It was awful and some stories my dad can’t even share with me because it was hard for him.¬† My dad was drafted only 1 year after being married.¬† He didn’t have a choice he had to go and it was hard.¬† I remember hearing stories from my parents that after Vietnam War ended and the men who served came back to the United States, some people were extremely disrespectful to them.¬† They would spit on the ones who served and protected their country.¬† I can’t tell you how much that upsets me.¬† My dad was drafted and he was a MAN and served his country!¬† He was taken away from his family, friends and New Wife to go fight that War.¬† My dad survived that War but lost many friends that were killed.¬† I thank God that he survived or I wouldn’t be here.¬† My dad was strong and got passed all of that and got on with his life.¬† It made him stronger.¬† I respect my grandfather and father for serving as well as all the men and women that served and laid down their lives to keep us safe.¬† THANK YOU!!!!

So at times War happens between countries and War can also happen between our family and friends.  People cause quarrels and fights in their everyday lives.  Fighting with parents, fighting with your husband or wife, fighting with your kids.  I know we have all been there.

“A time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace.” Ecclesiastes 3:8 (NIV)

There is also Spiritual Warfare.¬† Spiritual Warfare is the Christian concept of fighting against the work of evil forces.¬† Our spiritual battles and warfare are real, even though we can’t physically see the attacker.¬† The Lord was emphasizing to me that he is waging war on the enemy for the things that the enemy has done in your life.¬† All the things that have come against you.

In my dream the Lord showed me an UNSEEN SUBMARINE.¬† A SUBMARINE is a warship with a streamlined hull designed to operate completely submerged in the sea for long periods, equipped with a periscope and typically armed with torpedoes or missiles.¬† It was UNSEEN, hidden and covered by the SALTY MARINE.¬† There were many people on this SUBMARINE that have been through such physical, mental and financial battles and the Lord was taking them very DEEP in to the SALTY.¬† As they looked through the periscope they could see things but the enemy couldn’t see them.

The enemy in my dream was a WOLVERINE.¬† A WOLVERINE is a carnivorous mammal of the weasel family and is noted for its strength.¬† WOLVERINES have very stocky, powerful and muscular builds.¬† They have bone cracking jaws, razor-sharp claws, they don’t have very good eyesight but a great sense of smell.¬† WOLVERINES are known to steal and hide things and they will eat and devour anything they can get their paws on.¬† This WOLVERINE definitely sounds similar to the enemy.

“The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.” John 10:10 (NIV)

In some ways I feel that entering into 2019, the things of 2018 wants to carry over as well.  Especially some of the battles many have faced in 2018 Satan wants it carried over into 2019.  But, the Lord is saying NO, its time to WAGE WAR for NEW.

The Lord is emphasizing for us to be submerged in the DEEP SALTY MARINE.¬† As we go DEEPER with God we will share that secret place with him and we will see and hear the DEEP areas of his heart.¬† He will take us to the areas that haven’t been explored yet.¬† He will tell us things we don’t know. Jeremiah 33:3 (NIV)”Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know”. ¬†He will give us the eyes to see things that he sees just like the people looking through the periscope.¬† He is purifying and sharpening your vision.

I see many people who have lost their SALTINESS.  In another dream I could see people dehydrated and malnourished.  I saw them in bed with an IV drip in their arm.  Modern medical science still uses SALT for healing bodies.  The stuff they give you in an IV drip is a saline solution and it will prevent dehydration.  Many are losing their SALTINESS so the Lord is submerging you in the DEEP SALTY MARINE.

” You are the salt of the earth.¬† But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again?¬† It is no longer good for anything, except¬† to be thrown out and trampled¬† underfoot.” Matthew 5:13 (NIV)

We are being SALTED by God.¬† As he SALTS us it protects us from the infectious, bacterial, unholy enemy.¬† If you are immersed in God’s word then you won’t soak up what the enemy is doing.¬† You have a protective layer on your skin that is SALT and it will reject the enemy.¬† This SALT will cleanse and purify you.¬† Repent, Confess, Receive his Mercy, Forgiveness and Cleansing so you can become SALTY again.

This is a time for boldness and courage.¬† A time to run to the battle lines.¬† We must put on the Armor of God and remember we are strong in his MIGHTY POWER.¬† It’s the SUBMARINE ANNOINTING!¬† It’s a fresh fire and a fresh wind bringing forth a fresh anointing.¬† The anointing of the OLD SEASON of 2018 is not going to carry us forward into the NEW SEASON of 2019.¬† We must prepare ourselves to receive the Holy Spirit’s presence and power.¬† We must dedicate our vessels to be afresh and new.¬† We can’t live our lives as we always have.¬† It’s changing.

“Praise be to the Lord my Rock, who trains my hands for war, my fingers for battle.”¬† Psalm 144:1 (NIV)

In the midst of the battle the enemy(WOLVERINE) has tried so hard to steal everything but the Lord has trained us to live by his every word that flows from his mouth.¬† Matthew 4:4(NIV) “It is written: Man shall not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.”¬†¬† The Lord has trained many of us so well that we are rooted in his word and stepping further into authority.

I saw the people have such a weightiness of his spirit on them that the Lords word that was decreed out of their mouths was like a SALTY TIDAL WAVE.  This SALTY TIDAL WAVE crashed over the WOLVERINE where the battle of darkness slowed you down you will now move in ACCELERATION.  As this SALTY TIDAL WAVE crashed over the WOLVERINE(ENEMY) it also crashed over his camp.  Where all of the things he had stolen from you were now exposed and free and they were given back to you.

The SALTY that is DEEP within you will bring a HEALING and WHOLENESS to your body.  There will be HEALING mentally, physically, and financially.  God is now raising you up he drafting you to war.  You were trained well and you carry the SALTY fragrance of Jesus, the warrior within you has been called forth.  Like I said WAR does things to your heart and your mind!  Listen to Michael W. Smith РSurrounded (Fight My Battles) [Lyrics]

Love and Blessing,




Those of you who are waiting upon the Lord for breakthrough I want to tell you its coming.¬† Those of you who have been in a place to “PUSH” through opposition and to “PUSH” in the promises of what God has said for your life.

In my dream I saw many people both men and women sitting at round tables.  They were all PREGNANT.  In the atmosphere I felt labor trying to settle into the room.  I started to see wave-like motions in the air that were tightening and throbbing.  I could hear a rumbling sound beating very loud.  I felt the room get very HOT!

As men and women sat at this table a book was placed in front of them and the book was locked.¬† It had a keyhole to be unlocked.¬† Next to each book was a key.¬† Each person had their own.¬† The Lord said to them it is your choice if you take your key and open your book.¬† Each book had the person’s name on it.¬† The Lord said this book is a book of their LIFE and there were things written in it that were secrets.¬† These books were about who they are and what is to come.¬† The Lord said if they choose to take the key and open the book LABOR will begin.

Some people were hesitant about opening this book because they were fearful of LABOR and DELIVERY.  They knew if they open this book up they will open themselves up.  Then I saw some that were ready and determined.  I saw as they took their uniquely designed key and placed it in the lock, they slowly turned the key and I heard a POP!  That moment of the UNLOCKING POPPING the waves of contractions started.

The pains, groaning and pushing were noisy.¬† I could sense excessive internal pressure.¬† This baby was a big baby that had to pass through.¬† What he is birthing in you is bigger than you expected.¬† All the pushing is strengthening you.¬† During the labor he is removing all the things that hinder you.¬† During the pushing there is a pain like FIRE that’s burning.¬† This fiery burning is the Lord removing the unwanted things so you will be healed.¬† This was the FIRE of his LOVE, the FIRE to purge, cleanse and purify and the FIRE of his presence.¬† This transition phase then turned into delivery, a birth was born and what a joy it was.

“Just like a women giving birth experiences intense labor pains in delivering her baby, yet after the child is born she quickly forgets what she went through because of the overwhelming joy of knowing that a new baby has been born into the world.” John 16:21(TPT)

After the delivery the Lord said to them turn the page.  It was glowing in light.  I then heard the HAPPY BIRTHDAY song and saw balloons.  It was a celebration of breakthrough with NEW BIRTH.  This is a whole NEW season a NEW PAGE.  It talked about who the Lord was and who he was in you.  It was a story of your life and your CALLING and DESTINY.  He awakened your Identity in him.  This PREGNANCY leads to your DESTINY.  It was a day of NEW BIRTHING, NEW YEAR, NEW BEGINNING and a NEW HAPPY BIRTHDAY!  I saw gifts and surprises with many balloons.  There was a beautiful cake with burning candles on top.  I could see the SUN shinning through it was nice and bright.  He was shinning down on you with delight.

“Praise God for his astonishing gift, which is far too great for words!” 2 Corinthians 9:15(TPT)

The Lord is opening up this NEW PAGE of your book.  Things will not remain the same.  The Lord is changing things and making way.  He is moving powerfully and setting things up.  As one page turned I saw many pages start to turn and I saw plans that were written on them.  I could see the DESTINY and CALLING the Lord had written in this book.  I saw many NEW CHAPTERS.  Chapter after chapter of NEW plans for your LIFE.  I saw the breath of God blowing the pages in this book.  The blowing kept turning to NEW PAGES and NEW CHAPTERS in your LIFE.  He is opening up NEW CHAPTERS over your LIFE!

You won’t believe what the Lord is doing in you, through you and releasing to you.¬† The Lord loves you and wants to CELEBRATE YOU!

I then saw darkness come in and it blew out the candles.¬† I saw gray clouds and rain come in and hide the sun.¬† I heard the lies of the enemy about your Identity.¬† He said “nobody wants to celebrate your life, you will never be anything good or go anywhere in life, you are nothing!”

The people started to sing the song YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE in UNITY.  Listen  to this beautiful version YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE (Lullaby Version) The Hound and the FOX

The enemy tried to hide the SUN but God was never hidden.  He was there the whole time.  The SUN came back out and was SHINNING the TRUTH of his LOVE for you and the TRUE IDENTITY of you.  SHINNING down on your CALLING and DESTINY.  He wants to awaken your dreams.

The DESTINY he is opening up and releasing will make your heart explode.¬† A PREGNANCY DESTINY CELEBRATION!¬† As in labor and delivery the body of a women opens up.¬† The cervix will dilate so the baby can be born and pass through.¬† As your body opens up your Destiny opens up.¬† It’s a BIRTHING CELEBRATION.¬† NEW things are opening up.¬† As your body dilates it opens up the NEW to flow through.¬† Full dilation is when you get to 10 cm.¬† I saw on the clock 10:10 which means everything is in correct alignment now.¬† Its a time of FULLNESS.

“A thief has only one thing in mind-he wants to steal, slaughter, and destroy.¬† But I have come to give you everything in abundance, more than you expect-life in its fullness until you overflow!” John 10:10 (TPT)

He is removing all the obstacles in your way as he opens up NEW CHAPTERS in your LIFE.  I see him opening up the gray skies and rain.  He is clearing up the weather so he can SHINE in you and through you!  It will be a Bright Sunshinin Day!  I heard the song I Can See Clearly Now The Rain Is Gone by Jimmy Cliff.  Listen below

Now, if anyone is enfolded into Christ, he has become an entirely new creation.¬† All that is related to the old order has vanished.¬† Behold, everything is fresh and new.” 2 Corinthians 5:17 (TPT)

Love and Blessings,




Ancient Paths are the way of righteousness.¬† God’s way has always been and will always be the best path that leads to life.¬† In many ways I see our world throwing God out of the equation and taking deadly paths instead of God’s ancient paths.

In my dream I was at a crossroads and I didn’t know which path to take so I asked the Lord lead me which way to go.¬† The best way I can describe this path is that it looked old and ancient,¬† there were bumps and holes along the way but it got easier as I walked it.¬† I knew it is where God wanted me to be because I asked him.¬† It was the right path and it was good.

The Lord is saying stay on the true Ancient Path.  It will lead to life abundant.  This path at times has many potholes, pits and bumps.  Some of these holes and bumps the Lord has placed there.  He has allowed it because he was stretching us which strengthens us.

Walking in the Ancient Path is the only way to grow.¬† At times we live in such a fast pace life.¬† We are speedy and take short cuts.¬† The Holy Spirit is calling you back to walk on the Ancient Paths!¬† He is calling us deeper into more meaningful and fruitful lives.¬† Many people haven’t wanted to walk on this Ancient Path because they think it looks too uncomfortable.¬† These crowded stressful lives I see have very little rest or peace in them.¬† It’s a constant struggle and torment.¬† God never intended for us to live this way.

We are at a crossroads.¬† We need to ASK first Jeremiah 33:3 and then take the Ancient Path he tells us to.¬† Once we start walking the Ancient Path we need to be gentle and take our time.¬† He doesn’t want you to rush the walk, because you will miss what he is showing you.¬† Take your time and enjoy the scenery.¬† He will repair and restore you.

We must take time out of our crowded busy lives and we need to ASK God what these paths look like.  If we STAND and ASK for the Ancient Paths we will find rest and true peace.  We are all surrounded by piles of STRESS (work, health, finances, relationships).  When our souls finally find rest and true peace we can HEAR God more clearly.

This year the Lord is wanting us to ASK again for him to show us the Ancient Path we should take.¬† He wants us to really HEAR him again.¬† The Ancient Path that many are saying NO to because it looks uncomfortable and difficult, the Lord is saying take it because it leads to the NEW that God has for you.¬† This Ancient Path first started off with potholes and bumps but as you walked it, it got much easier.¬† The Lord showed me that the people who don’t take the path he is showing them they are going to miss the NEW that he has for them.

Watch for God to open your Ancient Path and be willing and ready to take it!

“This is what the Lord says: “Stand at the crossroads and look; ask for the ancient paths, ask where the good way is, and walk in it, and you will find rest for your souls.¬† But you said, ‘We will not walk in it.’ Jeremiah 6:16


In my dream I saw people walking in shallow water.  The water was comfortable for them.  Then I saw the chaos in their lives and I saw them drowning in this shallow water.  I see people DROWNING spiritually, DROWNING emotionally, DROWNING financially, DROWNING mentally and DROWNING physically. 

Sometimes being in shallow water means you have a shallow relationship with God.  When you have a shallow relationship with God you actually end up DROWNING in shallow water.  The shallow water is comfortable.  God is calling you to the DEEP water.  You were made for the DEEP!  

He wants us to go DEEP because he wants to share that secret place with us.¬† It’s the place that’s DEEP in his heart where the fruit of his Spirit comes forth.¬† God is calling us into DEEP water experiences.¬† Which means we need to get out of our comfort zone.¬† We need to try to do things differently than we have in the past.¬† The DEEPER the water the DEEPER the intimacy with the Lord.

The DEEP is uncomfortable.¬† Did you know that there are many areas of the ocean that are unexplored?¬† If we were to go way down DEEP there are things that we haven’t even seen yet because it’s too DEEP.¬† It’s the same with God there are many areas of him that are unexplored by people because its too DEEP.¬† It’s Time to leave the comfortable behind you and swim out DEEPER.¬† If you don’t you will end up DROWNING in brokenness in shallow water.

In my dream as people decided to swim out DEEPER they were able to breath under water.  The water is a symbol of regeneration and renewal.  It represents the Holy Spirit.  Going DEEPER shows that you are maturing and taking risks.  God is showing us how to breath under water and there we discover his LOVE in a whole New Way!  Going DEEP you will REAP and receive a reward and blessings!  Call upon his name and he will guide you in the DEEP.

“Deep calls deep in the roar of your waterfalls; all your waves and breakers have swept over me.” Psalm 42:7


In my dream people were getting ready to take a test.  Some people were not prepared, some were late and some were cheating.  I saw distractions in the room while the TEST was being given and the lights kept turning off and it was complete darkness.  I then saw a SCHOOL OF FISH swimming together.  They were on a QUEST to find the true meaning of the TEST and they found it! It was a TEST FEST that everyone will enjoy!

I know what your thinking weird dream but God speaks to me in creative unique ways.¬† It is TEST TIME and the Lord wants to prepare you for it.¬† He doesn’t want you to be late he wants you to be ON TIME!¬† That’s a warning to not miss what is coming.¬† No cheating allowed!¬† The enemy is also TESTING YOU.¬† We don’t want to take his TEST.¬† The enemy is working hard to ensure your FAILURE.¬† Don’t get distracted or discouraged when he tries to turn the lights off. ¬†

“But I am Lord, and I can look into a person’s heart.¬† I can test a person’s mind and decide what each one should have.¬† I can give each person the right payment for what they do.” Jeremiah 17:10

What is a SCHOOL OF FISH?¬† It’s when groups of FISH swim together in the same direction.¬† They are schooling.¬† Most FISH swim in groups to protect themselves from predators.¬† The Lord says its TIME FOR SCHOOL.¬† FISH are symbolic of people and God’s TEST will provide an opportunity for promotion.¬† It’s a time for learning and he wants to teach us as we go DEEPER in water with him.¬† Its a training period and he will give us the knowledge.¬† We need to stick together as a SCHOOL OF FISH and protect each other from the predator.

“Let the wise hear and increase in learning, and the one who understands obtain guidance.” Proverbs 1:5

“An intelligent heart acquires knowledge, and the ear of the wise seeks knowledge.” Proverbs 18:15

Don’t be nervous in the time of TESTING.¬† You look for God’s TESTING not the enemies TESTING.¬† He will prepare you and he will give you the knowledge to better yourself so don’t be late.¬† He has made you stronger to take the TEST as you swam out DEEPER in the water.¬† You are ready and you will PASS THE TEST!!¬† GO THE DEEP!!

This song is Oceans(Where Feet May Fail) by Hillsong United it is a great song listen to it!  I also wanted to say in my last post I stated that my blog made the top 100 list for best Christian Blogs the correct URL is https://blog.feedspot.com/christian-blogs/ you should check it out.

Love and Blessings,






There have been many dark days for many this year.¬† Many cloudy and cold gloomy days.¬† Many days feeling fear, doubt, anxiety and STRESS.¬† Some have had issues with health, money, family and relationships.¬† We want to be walking in our Calling and Destiny that God has for us.¬† Everyone has their own story and their own struggles.¬† The one thing we share in common is that we want to see and feel CHANGE.¬† We want to see God’s light in our lives.¬† Well here it comes are you ready?

That’s exactly what I saw the SUN!¬† Here it comes! Get ready for it!¬† The Lord is bringing the SUN!¬† As the SUN was shinning it was so Bright and warm.¬† You could feel God’s presence.¬† The SUN brought so much LIGHT that nothing could stay hidden in the dark anymore.¬† All the enemies plans were EXPOSED.¬† God created the LIGHT.¬† He releases the LIGHT in the DARK.¬† The Lord separates the LIGHT from the DARK.¬† God said that the light was good.

“And God said “Let there be light”, and there was light.¬† God saw that it was good, and he separated the light from the darkness.” Genesis 1:3-4

The Lord is bringing the SUN.  He is shining the LIGHT on health, money, family and relationships.  He is bringing the LIGHT in our lives.  I heard the song in my dream Here Comes the Sun by The Beatles.  You should listen to the lyrics.


In my dream I saw the World, I saw the Earth.  I saw every country.  Each country had Dominos lined up.  The Dominos connected to each country and they were standing up side by side.  These Dominos were people and we were all connected wanting the same thing and believing in the same thing.

The Lord then showed me the words DRAMATIC ITALIC DYNAMIC.  The word DRAMATIC means exciting, impressive, sensational, incredible, awesome and breathtaking.  The word ITALIC means a font style that slants or slopes to the RIGHT.  Most writers use this when they want to emphasize something.  The word DYNAMIC means that it can be used as a noun or an adjective.  It describes a process or system that is characterized by constant change, activity or progress or its the force that stimulates change or progress within a system.

The Dominos were ITALIC.¬† They all started to slant and slope to the RIGHT.¬† The Lord was emphasizing this to me.¬† As the Dominos slanted and sloped to the RIGHT it created a DOMINO AFFECT.¬† It started in the United States and the DOMINO AFFECT traveled to all the nations.¬† As the Dominos(People) leaned and sloped to the RIGHT(ITALIC) it was the RIGHT direction.¬† It was the direction of God.¬† The RIGHT slant brings the BLESSING and the VICTORY.¬† It’s the RIGHT WAY!

Seeing this DOMINO AFFECT reach all the nations was DRAMATIC.  It was breathtaking, exciting and incredible.  His LIGHT was shinning down on all of them.  This DYNAMIC NEW YEAR will be ITALIC and DRAMATIC.  We will slope and slant to the RIGHT (towards him).  The many things he will be doing in 2019 will be DRAMATIC.  It will leave people excited and impressed by the Lords force that stimulates change in your lives(DYNAMIC).

This DOMINO AFFECT was bringing BREAKTHROUGH upon BREAKTHROUGH for people.  The DOMINO AFFECT was shifting things and bringing Healing.  God will reintroduce himself in DYNAMIC ways in 2019.  Ways we have never seen him before.  He is a very CREATIVE CREATOR.  He is coming to us in a NEW WAY.

This DOMINO AFFECT that I saw in my dream lasted a very long time.  God  will work his CREATIVE MIRACLES and he will give us the game plan that will set us up for a long time.

The year we are going into is 2019.  The Lord was highlighting the number 9 to me.  He is also highlighting a womb to me with a baby in it.   When a women gets pregnant the gestation period is 9 months.  There is the 9 again.  9 months is up!  In 2019 the Lord will be birthing many NEW things because its DELIVERY TIME!

As you watch and see God’s CREATIVE MIRACLES take place in 2019 he wants to feast in his word.¬† He wants you to DELIVER what he is birthing in you.¬† He is your Creator, Healer and Savior.

I was taken to another dream with bright PINK FLAMINGOS.¬† Do you know how FLAMINGOS get their PINK vibrant color?¬† It’s because of their diet.¬† It’s the carotene in the food they eat which gives their feathers their distinctive PINK color.¬† If they don’t eat the carotene they need they become malnourished and they become pale or completely white.¬† So in order for them to stay vibrant in color they need to feast on the right stuff.

The Lord wants us to feast on his every word.¬† When we stop feasting on the word of God, we become spiritually malnourished and pale.¬† When FLAMINGOS are bright PINK they are noticed by people and they can identify them. When we feast upon God’s word we become bright and Christ like.¬† We are noticed and people can identify us because the bright shines through us.¬† The goodness oozes out of us like honey.¬† You are what you eat.

We will perceive God’s voice in a number of ways.¬† The ear canal can provide sensory experiences that reveal the heart of God.¬† Are you open and ready to hear all of the unique and creative ways that God will speak to you in 2019?

***I also wanted to share with all of you that I have had a blessed week.  My blog was featured in the TOP 100 Christian Blog Posts on Feedspot.  This is the most comprehensive list of Best Christian Blogs on the internet.  I would highly recommend visiting Feedspot.com Christian Blogs.  There are many other amazing bloggers on this list that are worth reading.  God is using all of us in different ways to get his message across and to help and encourage people so lets all work together.  A big thank you goes out to Anju Agarwal the Founder of Feedspot.  Feedspot will help you keep track of all your favorite blogs.***


Love and Blessing,







I’m sure you are all familiar with the song Row, Row, Row Your Boat.¬† Great lyrics:


This boat is your life!¬† Because, it is yours you give it direction.¬† You are the Captain.¬† You choose where it goes.¬† Don’t worry about anyone else’s boat but your own.¬† God created YOU!¬† He created your LIFE! ¬† It’s YOUR BOAT!

Then the Weather comes.¬† Sometimes the Weather is good and Sunny and sometimes it’s destructive.¬† At times you face heavy winds, storms, rocks and sharks(enemy).¬† Praise him in the storm, go deeper in his word.¬† In my dream I see turbulence blowing around that it tried to tip your boat over.¬† These winds and waves are such lies!¬† As the water gets ROUGH God makes you TOUGH!

As you are Rowing be careful of the distractions that surround you.¬† Stay focused. Sometimes we focus on too many other things in our life, like material things or worry and anxiety.¬† It will make your boat sink.¬† When you have those kinds of things in your boat(life) your out of balance in your rowing.¬† They are dead weight in your boat and there is no room for them.¬† Its making you lag behind so get it out of your boat.¬† IT’S TIME TO ROW YOUR BOAT.¬† ROW, ROW, ROW.

You need to keep Rowing Forward not Backward.¬† Don’t look back behind you when Rowing it will make you turn to the right or the left.¬† Follow God’s straight path.¬† Stop looking back at the Past its done and over.¬† Move Forward Keep Rowing.¬† ROW, ROW, ROW YOUR BOAT.


There is a time to be GENTLE.¬† There is a time for GENTLE ROWING.¬† To slow down and enjoy the beauty around you.¬† The Lord wants you to feel his GENTLE TOUCH.¬† His GENTLE BREATH that blows you down the stream.¬† GENTLY go with the FLOW that God has created in your life.¬† He will give you a GENTLE push when you need it down the stream.¬† Don’t fight going down the stream because it’s not what you think or expect.¬† Don’t fight against Gods perfect Flow.¬† It’s Gods Current that flows us GENTLY DOWN HIS STREAM.¬† Don’t fight Gods Current you will get nowhere and very tired.¬† His Flow is PERFECT.¬† Enjoy the process and journey he is about to take you on.¬† Be flexible in the change and transition.¬† Don’t hurry and rush what God is doing.


The simplest and one of my most favorite gifts that God gave us was a SMILE.¬† Be Joyful and Happy.¬† It warms your Heart and others as well.¬† God created YOUR SMILE and he loves when you use it.¬† He doesn’t want you to be fighting and kicking with a frown to where he is leading you.¬† There is no room for stress and anxiety so turn it into SMILES and EXCITEMENT.¬† Smile when your Happy and Smile when your sad.¬† The Lord put that song by Nat King Cole SMILE in my head I love that song.¬† Check it out and listen.


We always dream of better things to come into our lives.¬† As we dream we try to set goals and a plan.¬† We need God with our planning.¬† He has a Destiny and Calling in our life that he wants us to fulfill.¬† As we Row our boat he will Gently lead us to our Calling and Destiny.¬† It will make us Merrily and Joyful that it will feel like a dream.¬† Are you allowing God to work in your life and on your boat to help your dreams come to life or are you making things a nightmare?¬† Your dreams are what God is going to fulfill.¬† Tell him the dreams you want in your life.¬† We have the ability to choose what our life will be with the help of God.¬† He always gives us a choice.¬† Don’t choose the nightmare!

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding.¬† In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.” Proverbs 3:5-6


There is a New Sound Arising as I heard this song being sung by people in my dream.  I saw people from all the nations singing this song.  They were so thankful, but they cried out corporately that they need more.  As they sang it was a very deep and weighty sound.  It carried a Holy Invasion.  It carried a Breaker Anointing for impact.  Flowing through families, cities, streets, oceans and nations.  It was Powerful and Bold!

As ROW, ROW, ROW YOUR BOAT was sung it was getting louder and louder.  I could see the sound in the atmosphere.  The layer that was covering Earth was starting to bulge and bubble.  Suddenly it burst through to the Heavens.  The atmosphere of OPEN HEAVENS.  The Breakthrough happened.  There were New Levels of Breakthrough.  God was flooding the airwaves and bringing Miracles, Healings and Salvations.

“May the clouds in the skie’s above pour goodness on the earth like rain.¬† May the earth open up to let salvation grow.¬† And may goodness grow with the salvation, which I, the Lord, created.” Isaiah 45:8

“The One who Breaks Through Walls will push through and walk to the front of his people.¬† They will break through the gates and leave that city.¬† They will leave with their king marching before them-with the Lord at the front of his people.” Micah 2:13

As the sound BURST it BIRTHED.¬† It’s BIRTHING TIME!¬† A Major SHIFT and BREAKTHROUGH was happening.¬† I saw the Lord working deeply under the people’s boats.¬† There were things hidden beneath the boat.¬† There are things hidden in your life that the Lord is working deeply on.¬† Things that are deep within you.¬† I saw seaweed tangled and mangled under the boat that was preventing the boat to move forward.¬† I saw the Llord cutting away the seaweed and the boat was released to move freely in the water.¬† I see the seaweed tangled and mangled roots entrapping the bodies of people and the Lord is cutting them free to move forward in his Current.

I also saw hard scales on the bottom of these boats that had accumulated over time.¬† It was marine deposits that had hardened on in layers and stubborn stain.¬† These hard scales from Yuck that was Stuck on the boat from the water wasn’t coming off.¬† I see these similar scales on the EYES of people as well, they are blinders.¬† The Lord took a sharp blade and removed the crusty scales.¬† I saw layers of scales falling off the EYES.

“And immediately something like scales fell from his eyes, and he regained his sight.¬† Then he rose and was baptized.” Acts 9:18

This New Sound is bringing such an atmospheric shift.¬† As the nations were all crying out singing together ROW, ROW, ROW YOUR BOAT it was bringing such UNITY.¬† All different areas were coming together, different denominations, generations and nationalities were coming together in UNITY, GENTLY flowing down the stream and Merrily they were.¬† Life was but a dream that I saw tons of FISH flopping and jumping into the boats.¬† These beautiful FISH are such a gift.¬† I saw many loving words written all over these boats.¬† The boat (LIFE) was covered in GOD’S LOVE and TRUTH.¬† He marked them with his words.¬† It brought such Healings from within and Healings to the nations.

“Jesus sat down and taught the people from the boat.¬† When he had finished, he said to Peter, “Now row out to deep water to cast your nets and you will have a great catch.” Master, Peter replied, “we’ve just come back from fishing all night and didn’t catch a thing.¬† But if you insist, we’ll go out again and let down our nets because of your word.”¬† When they pulled up their nets, they were shocked to see a huge catch of fish, so much that their nets were ready to burst!¬† They waved to their business partners in the other boat for help.¬† They ended up completely filling both boats with fish until their boats began to sink!

So it’s time to sing together in UNITY:¬†


Love and Blessing,